Ok, so someone told me I have to stop running and take time to listen to my self, my heart and my thoughts... Take all the time I need to get through this... I don´t even know what to call it... But I just can´t! I run and I hide because it hurts to much! Still I know I have to do something about it. I can´t keep ignore it, just have to work it out. I´m afraid... afraid to lose something precious... My hopes and dreams... But I know that God will never leave my side and he can help me through!

"If you see me on my knees, it´s not because I´m weak. I´m getting stronger!"

(And don´t ask me why I´m writing in english...!)